(25/M) Kyphoscoliosis

I was diagnosed with scoliosis when I was 5 years old. I had to wear a plaster cast back brace for that school year but it wasn’t correcting it, so I had to get surgery to have Harrington rods inserted. From age 6 to age 10 I went through 2 surgeries a year, one to adjust the rods as I grew and another to replace them. When I was 12 I went in to undergo spinal fusion, but it didn’t work out. Does anyone have any advice? I feel constantly in pain and I feel like my chest is in a vice. I’m also depressed and insecure about the way my rib hump sticks out.